Hopeless & Addicted: You Ruined Me

Description: That's it - there's truly no turning back now.  i'm fucking hopeless. i hate you for doing this to me. you've broken my brain and turned me into a mindless glutton who can barely even make it up the stairs without going into cardiac arrest.  my formerly fit body has swollen into a massive ball of fat. you've made my belly enormous and no matter how hard i try, i can't lose weight. i never imagined this weight would be permanent but at some point last year my brain broke completely and i went alllll in. i'm obsessed with food. it consumes me. you did this to me.  watch this regretful video full of self reflection, self realization, and self-destruction as i accept that my only fate is to be fatter. i'm going to keep getting bigger and bigger.... it's not like i could stop even if i wanted to.  ruined forever. a hopeless, mindless, addicted blob.