Meeting a fan part 1

Description: I decided to give one in a lifetime chance to one of my fans and since i like him too i decided to meet him. he told me plenty of times that he is nervous to meet me, but you have no idea how nervous i am. you know i am shy and i have no idea what to wear. i want to try and be normal, but also sexy, i don't know what to wear or what to do or how to act. i am on the verge of a panic atac here. i don't want o overdue to not scare him, i don't want to go too regular, cause you know, i don't want to look like a bored housewife. i don't know if i will even kiss him. we will go to a restaurant. i go trough a few outfits and try and decide which is better. it's so hard to make up my mind. i really hope this date will go well. i am both excited and freaking out. oh my, god! chill! it's not like i am marrying the guy!