My first cigarette after years

Description: I have quit smoking a few years ago. i´m excited today and i would love to smoke a cigarette. i know i shoudn´t but i need it. i know it was a wrong idea to have a new tobaco package at home but in have it. it triggers in me the urge to light a cigarette but i try to resist. my desire is very strong and i decide to give in completely. i have the cigarette on my lips, my hands tremble slightly with emotion. i´m going to do it, i light it and i take a strong pull. i begin a deep and strong second puff. i inhale deeply holding the cigarette between my lips moaning of passion, i feel like a virgin girl again who is suddenly penetrated deep by the smoke of the cigarette and i continue to passionately smoking. i love smoking, i will never quit again.