The Gay Awakening Podcast Episode #63 - A Sissy Dilemma

Description: This is the gay awakening podcast. a huge shift in your sexuality is happening, and i am here to help you through it. this is a series where you write in and submit your questions and confessions, and i respond by posting a clip on this site, and in that clip assign you a task. you may go to my site to enter your confession or question. there is also a place to upload any images for me to review. the clip is directed to a certain person, but if this applies to you too, you may also participate in the tasks and report back to me. in this episode #63: sissy joanne writes:  i've known i am bisexual for most of my life. i always fooled myself into thinking i preferred women. but the few bisexual experiences i've had where women were involved, showed me how much i really prefer cock. then i found femdom bi/ gay encouragement and humiliation. it's the perfect mix of having a woman involved while i'm thinking or doing the gayest stuff. i'm already very comfortable going to the gloryhole to suck off strange men, and i've let two men fuck my ass with condoms. my absolute dream is to have a bathhouse or gloryhole gangbang, where i just let complete strangers have their way with me however they want to all day. should i just give in to my urges and let cock take complete control of my life?  there are some notable ones tho. sometime in 2007-08 i went to this guy i had been hooking up with house. we started with him sitting on the couch, and me sitting on his cock facing him. he had me hold tight to him, and he stood up carrying me like a backpack on his chest with his dick still in my ass to the bed. where he laid me down and started to fuck me. that was it for me, cuz i busted all over myself. he stopped and asked if i came, i told him idk, but don't stop. he fucked me some more and i went home. his is the cock that absolutely broke me and convinced me i needed dick in my life permanently. fast forward a few years, and a few more men including him randomly, to 2012. he invites me to his hotel room. while texting back and forth, he randomly says "i'm poz" and i didn't know what it meant and didn't ask. i went over to his hotel prepared to let this man demolish my guts. he proceeded to, fucking me in all sorts of positions as deep and hard as he could, all to me egging him on to fuck me harder and deeper. i needed this man as far inside me as i could get him. he had me at the edge of the bed, my legs in the air just fucking me like i didn't matter, then pulled out to cum all over my ass. that wasn't good enough for me, i had developed a love of being bred. so i wiped his cum off my ass and pushed it into my asshole. he was horrified, got dressed in a hurry and left his own hotel room. i didn't understand why until years later, when i found out poz means hiv+. after 2012 i started getting more into feminization, and being a sissy for men. i had random encounters with two long term guys for hookups. in 2018 i had been seeing this older man who made love to me and made me feel like i was a woman. i had a bunch of dental work done just before summer 2018 i found out i was hiv+, and haven't had any luck dating since. i still want to suck and get fucked, so through femdom i found encouragement to go to the gloryhole, where it's just me in a booth servicing men. my first time was in 2021, and i've gone periodically with months between sometimes. i want to go more often, and swallow more loads, but also have my guts rearranged. lol. i know this may be a sensitive confession, but i still hope you decide to cover it. at the least telling me what you think." buy this clip to hear me cover this sensitive topic and the common dilemma/concern some of you sluts have with having these bareback encounters. there are things you can do to protect yourself and still have bareback fun. nothing is going to stop you from being the best slut you can be for me!   other store: brianna kelly keywords: make me bi, encouraged bi, bisexual encouragement, bi encouragement, gay encouragement, encouraged gay, make me gay, imposed bi, mind fucking, mind fuck, faggot, imposed gay, gay programming, gay blowjobs, gay humiliation, humiliation task, homo, sissy training, sissy slut, sissy fetish, sissification, feminization, bimbo, bimbofication, blowjob instructions, sucking dick, cock worship, blowjob encouragement, cum eating instructions, cei, blowjob instructions, big black cock, bbc, gloryhole.