The Gay Awakening Podcast Episode #61 - On Call Faggot

Description: This is the gay awakening podcast. a huge shift in your sexuality is happening, and i am here to help you through it. this is a series where you write in and submit your questions and confessions, and i respond by posting a clip on this site, and in that clip assign you a task. you may go to my site to enter your confession or question. there is also a place to upload any images for me to review. the clip is directed to a certain person, but if this applies to you too, you may also participate in the tasks and report back to me. in this episode #61 bryan r writes, “i used to consider myself to be straight bi-curious and had experimented a little but mostly just indulged in bi and pegging porn as my outlet. that all changed one morning when i met my best friend/former roommate for breakfast. i don’t even remember how the conversation began, but he decided to take that day to bring up some things he had "stumbled on" using my laptop during the time that we had lived together. he asked me why i watched so much bi porn. asked if i was curious and if i had tried anything. i admitted i might have had a couple encounters. he said that made him wish he would have confronted me when we lived together. "could have been fun" i knew he had had some experiences with guys in the past before we met but avoided talking about it. mostly to not cross the line. then he offered to go back to my place and we could mess around together if i felt like it. i had just finished a night shift so my judgment gave way to my horny brain. i remember i couldn’t pay the bill and get out fast enough. next thing i remember we were in my bed grabbing and sucking and 69ing each other. that first encounter was very mutual but when he "just happened" to get me on my back with him over me as he came making me swallow i should have known it would change. after that we found regular opportunities to play. i was single while he was married so most encounters were at my place. as happens with men who try cock i started craving it and slowly things shifted to a more top and bottom situation which i wasn’t ok with. i was straight and just messing around. not his gay toy. the dynamic really changed one night when i was horny out of my mind for his cock but he wouldn’t come over. if i wanted it i had to go to his house, meet him behind the shed in his back yard and get on my knees. i resisted as long as i could but eventually that’s right where i ended up. i sucked him there while he stood over me in the dark. when he came i jerked him off into the grass, he zipped up and went back inside to his wife. i went home and jerked myself to the embarrassment and how gay i had been for him. he was no longer my best friend. he was my top. things progressed from there and were no longer mutual. i would serve him and then would go home untouched or jerk off in front of him while he watched and gave me the verbal humiliation i grew addicted to. i became his on call faggot as he trained me breaking down my barriers one by one. i dated and eventually also married but for years i took care his cock when he called. “stop by for coffee” - i only ever had cream. "let’s get lunch" - he’d pick me up, feed me cum and take me back to work. i sucked and got fucked by him everywhere he wanted. in the backyard, his car, a corn field, a parking garage, on an off-road trail. most memorable of all meeting him after hours at his office and crawling under his desk so he could know what it felt like to get sucked while he worked. he trained me to love swallowing cum and i would nurse him slowly after savoring every drop from him. trained me rim him if i wanted his cock. trained me to deepthroat. put me on a collar and leash when he wanted to put me in my place. wanted me to stay in a jock (eventually in a cage) to keep focused on him. told me i was the gay one doing everything while he was just getting taken care of. his wife wouldn’t suck his cock so it was my responsibility. trained me to love and admit that i’m a faggot which is how i see myself now. i moved to a different city for work a few years ago so it came to an end. i desperately miss being an owned faggot and crave that again. i need a step-daddy to take control of me and continue my training but haven’t found anyone who makes me feel the way he did.” other store: brianna kelly keywords: female domination, femdom, femdom pov, make me gay, make me bi, bisexual encouragement, bi encouragement, encouraged bi, imposed bi, gay humiliation, sissy, cum eating instructions, gay blowjobs, gay humiliation fetish, faggot, in the closet, mind fucking, mind fuck.