The Gay Awakening Podcast Episode #60

Description: This is the gay awakening podcast. a huge shift in your sexuality is happening, and i am here to help you through it. this is a series where you write in and submit your questions and confessions, and i respond by posting a clip on this site, and in that clip assign you a task. you may go to my site to enter your confession or question. there is also a place to upload any images for me to review. the clip is directed to a certain person, but if this applies to you too, you may also participate in the tasks and report back to me. in this episode #60 - tom h. writes, “hello again goddess,   this is the same tom h. from episodes 11 and 24---the married guy who needed encouragement to go and fulfill my gay bottoming fantasies. i wanted to send another update to let you know about my progress. sorry in advance for the length! in my last message, i told you i had setup a date with a guy to meet up. while it took a couple of reschedules, i was able to finally get up the courage (and horniness) to follow through. unfortunately, it didn't go that well. we jacked each other off some to start, and then i gave him a blowjob, but he came after only a couple of minutes, and left shortly after. it was pretty disappointing, and afterwards i felt guilty that i had cheated for something that wasn't worth it.   after listening to episode 24, i decided to give it another shot, though. i was able to find someone who was interested in fucking me, and we met last week. this time things went much better. he immediately pulled out his cock and had me go down on him. i tried to use the techniques i had learned by watching gay porn for the last few weeks, which he seemed to enjoy---i even tried to deep throat him, though i wasn't able to take it all the way since he was about 7 inches hard, and pretty thick. finally after about 20 minutes he put on a condom and had me get in doggy style position on the bed. he ate my ass some (wow, what a feeling!), and then lubed me up. he took things slow at first since it was my first time, but since i've been practicing with my toys he was able to get all the way in my ass without much difficulty. after that, he really went at it and fucked me hard. he fucked me for about 30 minutes total, and we tried a few different positions. when he was getting close he had me bend over again, then pulled out, took off the condom, and came all over my hole. since i hadn't cum yet, he had me flip over and jacked me off while putting his cock in my mouth, and before long i came with a dick between my lips for the first time. i also remembered to have him take a couple of pictures, which i've attached (one of him fucking me, and one of my ass after he came). it was an amazing experience, and we've kept each other's numbers so we can hopefully meet up again.   sorry again for the long message goddess, but i felt like i should give you the details since you helped me get over my hangups and make my gay fantasy a reality. i still feel a guilty about cheating, but now i know that this is definitely what i want. i'm dreading the conversation with my wife, but now that i have had the experience i think it will be easier to get up the courage and explain things to her. thanks again for your help, this podcast series has really changed my life for the better. though i'm sure there will be some tough things to get through, i am excited to finally be able to embrace the gay lifestyle i really wanted all along. ” other store: brianna kelly keywords: make me bi, encouraged bi, bisexual encouragement, bi encouragement, gay encouragement, encouraged gay, make me gay, imposed bi, mind fucking, mind fuck, faggot, imposed gay, gay programming, gay humiliation, humiliation task, homo, anal masturbation, prostate massage.