I Am Inadequate

Description: The same problem concerns every slave who looks up to her master. she feels inadequate. elif is no different. she worships her master so much that her inferiority becomes her problem. she doesn't understand that this is part of her upbringing in order to become a strong slave who can only move forward in this way. this misguided thought can only be corrected with severe pain and merciless punishment. masterdapain subjects her to an extremely painful punishment with the falaka. the main component of the punishment are the canes, which continue to increase in pain, severity and ruthlessness. there is no begging for mercy until masterdapain shows her that she is not inadequate. she realizes that if she had been inadequate, her master would have let her go long ago. deep insight is usually accompanied by very deep pain. in this deep pain she realizes the extent of her mistake and how wrong she had seen everything. only then does she have the opportunity to beg for mercy. because the pain of the falaka can no longer be endured. and to make the pain even stronger, deeper and more extreme, elif's naked soles are cooled with ice, the wounds are treated with salt and intensified with electric shocks. elif begs for her life because even though the canes break under the energy of the blows, masterdapain doesn't stop. he wants to give her an unforgettable falaka.