Self Hatred JOI

Description: Does this addiction you have for me cause you mental anguish? do you hate that you just can't help yourself? oh i hear you claiming to hate me on a regular basis, but yet you just can't stay away. is it because of how pathetic and weak i make you feel? that your inability to stop thinking of me, to stop crawling back just reiterates that you truly have no self control? i know you have a love/hate feeling with every stroke but you also just can't stop no matter how badly you wish you could. you're a victim of your own desires and you hate yourself for it. i know you hate what i do to you but you still yearn for the feeling of being wrapped around my finger. i know you wish you were strong but you can't stop yourself from obeying the most humiliating of acts.