The Gay Awakening Podcast Episode #42 - BBC Turned You Into A Faggot

Description: This is the gay awakening podcast. a huge shift in your sexuality is happening, and i am here to help you through it. this is a series where i respond and assign tasks to your confessions and questions. you may go to my site to enter your confession or question. there is also a place to upload images or for me to review. i will try and respond to all submissions with a video that you can purchase on here. the clip is directed to a certain person, but if this applies to you too, you may also participate in the tasks and report back to me. in this episode #42: jesse m writes, "i’m jesse 22 years old. white male 120lbs 5’ 8" blue eyes blonde hair. slender build. gay and into black guys. i was on business in the deep south. the town was new to me. i had worked hard all week i had been looking forward to the weekend and some fun, gay fun if i could find any. so far the bars i visited were your typical redneck bars, pool tables, noisy testosterone smoke laden atmosphere and country music. the one gay bar i went to was very quite. it was getting late i gave up and decided to return to the hotel, maybe i’ll be lucky tomorrow night. i had taken a wrong turning and suddenly found myself walking along a dimly lit road. most of the buildings looked derelict except for one as i got closer i saw a sign, dick’s bar. the sign made me smile. i decided to go in and have a drink. i pushed the door open and went in. i perched myself on a barstool and ordered a brew. as i drank my brew i turned and glanced around the bar. 2 guys were playing pool 4 other guys sat round a table, they looked to be in their late 20s mid 30s fit and athletic. they were all black guys, my ideal. i love black bodies and cocks, something real special about them. i looked away not wanting to make eye contact. the bartender was a tall black guy, 40ish and i guess about 250lbs. he wore an oversized singlet, which revealed his muscular arms and shoulders. when he moved you got flashes of his smooth chest and nipples. testosterone loaded nasty looking guy. one of the guys that had been sitting at the table came to the bar. i got to know his name later, melvyn he was 30ish 6’ and about 180lbs. he stood beside the stool i was sitting on; he looked at me with threatening eyes and said in a sneering manner, " we don’t get white dudes in here much". he let his muscular hairy arm brush against my arm. as much as i like black guys i was thinking this place is too threatening, maybe i should finish my brew and find my way to my hotel. i downed my brew and started to leave. he stopped me by placing his hands on my shoulder. he was inches from my face. i could smell the nicotine and alcohol on his breath as he said, "why is a pretty white boy like you in a hurry, don’t you like it here?" "its nothing like that i have to go." i attempted to push by him. he pushed me back against the bar. he gently ruffled my hair with his large black hand, and ran his fingers through it. i had a sudden surge of energy and tried to protect myself. the more i resisted the more he was determined to continue. nothing worked he was stronger than i was. he was enjoying humiliating me in front of his homies; it made him feel good. i was scared, i was in a state of fear my whole body was shaking. i knew no one would come to my help. he looked at me and lazily stroked his hands over my shoulders and arms, down to my butt. "if you show me respect and do as i tell you, i’ll be nice to you. you be disrespectful and i’ll have to be nasty." he said in a deep voice. then boomed "you understand." i was still shaking as i nodded my head to indicate i understood. he reached out and grabbed me under the chin, "good boy," he said as he stared into my eyes, then looked over to his homies with a smile on his face. the bartender was going about his closing duties, clearing the tables ready to close. melvyn stood in front of me and started to unbutton my shirt. he stroked his hand over my naked hairless chest. "smooth and soft just like a girl," he whispered into my ear. he pulled my shirt off, letting it drop to the ground. he moved his hands down and started to unbuckle my belt. i made to move away. he raised his hand as if he intended to hit me across the face with the back of his hand. "don’t do that or i’ll get nasty with you," he said. i let him undo the top button on my pants and unzip my zipper. my pants fell to my ankles. i could see the whites of his eyes as he stared at me with a smile on his face as he ran his fingers inside the waistband of my briefs and slowly pulled them down to my knees. when he released them they fell to my ankles. i stepped out of them. the bartender seeing me naked locked the door to the bar. "get down on your knees and undo my pants", he demanded. as i knelt down i could see the large silhouette of his massive cock in his pants. i was mesmerized, i just knelt there spell bound and in a daze. when i eventually looked up he was shaking his head and frowning down at me, "fucking do as i tell you bitch", he boomed as he clenched his fist. my hesitation had made him angry, resisting him would not look good in front of his homies. i unbuckled his leather belt. his belt was dangling un-done as i unbuttoned the top button of his pants and unzipped his zipper. i pulled his pants and underwear down to his ankles, he kicked them aside. his cock looked to be hard in his pants, when it was exposed it wasn’t it was flaccid. it hung nearly half way to his knees, thick and big, well defined. he grabbed his dick and presented it to my face. "suck it," he boomed, "make it hard then i’m going to use it to fuck you." my hands were trembling and my body shaking as i took it in my hands. it was warm and heavy. a mixture of fear and excitement ran through my veins. i had suddenly become submissive to his dominance. he had turned me into what he wanted me to be a weak and defenseless white boy that would obey him. i sucked on his flaccid cock taking it as deep as i could. it was too big to take it all. i used my tongue to lick round the huge smooth head; i could feel it swelling already in my mouth. i sucked harder and stroked my hand up and down on the shaft. it soon became hard like an iron rod. . his cock no longer dangled; it stuck up at an angle. his cock slit was leaking slimy pre-cum already. i loved the tastes and smells of him. after tasting him i smeared his precum over his cock and down his veiny stalk. . i caressed his balls in my hand the source of his manhood. his body was twitching as he let out oooohhhh fuucckkkkkk, "that feels so fucking good." i stroked his hairy thighs and ass cheeks as i worked my lips up and down his slimy pre-cum rod inch by inch. licking the thick-vein along the underside of his hard cock with my tongue. taking it deeper until the bulbous head touched my throat entrance. he sighed and stretched and raised his arms into the air as he pulled his shirt off. "only a pussy boy could suck a cock so good". he sighed. . looking down at me he told me to stand up and face that pretty ass to him. he told me to spread my ass cheeks and bend over. i felt his hands brush across my ass making me shudder with delight. then his fingers sliding along my ass crack and circling my hole before penetrating me with his finger. he wriggled his finger, opening me more. massaging my prostate with the tip of his finger making me moan with intense pleasure. stretching my hole wider he spat into my hole several times as he slid his fingers back and forth lubricating and opening my hole more, ready to take his massive cock. i was wild with relief and ecstasy at the thought of being dominated and fucked by him. i became aware of his hands moving on my hips as i continued to spread my ass cheeks ready to take his cock. he pressed hard on my hole with the head of his cock. i shrieked out and my body jerked forward as the head penetrated me. i gasped and cried out in temporary pain, which was soon replaced with waves of pleasure. he pushed forward, with each thrust more and more of his long hard cock penetrated me. deeper and deeper it went into me, the head rubbing over my prostate. i moaned and writhed. i was in heaven.he moved one hand onto my shoulder and grabbed my hair with the other pulling my head back as he brutally shoved the rest of his cock all the way into my gut, making me shriek out again. i felt his pubic hairs rubbing against my ass as his hips struck my ass. he started sliding his cock back and forth inside me. i rocked my ass backward and forwards to meet his. i clenched and relaxed my ass with each of his thrust. . he had both his hands on my shoulder as he got into a vigorous rhythm i could hear slapping as he slammed into my ass. he started to rotate his hips stretching my hole out in every direction in a circular motion the fucking became constant. he never slowed, every time he thrust into my ass, my head would swing up and i would shriek out. the more that i cried out the wilder it made him fuck me, deeper and harder. he put his hands round my neck and continued to pound my ass. sweat poured off both of us. suddenly his whole black body stiffened and convulsed. i could feel his cock throbbing in my ass. cum was squirting out of his slit and filling my gut with his warm sperm juices as i pushed hard into him, squeezing my ass and milking his cock. he held me tight as his cock squirted the last drops of juice up my ass. my cock was hard and twitching. i began to cum, my sperm threads squirted out my pee slit all over the floor. i felt his hands slowly release me from captivity, then he pulled his long black semi hard cock out my ass. cum juice spilled out my manhole and ran down the inside of my legs. the other guys were all in an excited mood as they gathered around me naked, revealing their athletic bodies. all had large erect fat hard black cocks. they were stroking my naked body with their large black hands, as they looked me up and down. they were chatting excitedly. turned on by watching me be fucked. now it was their turn to fuck me as melvyn and the bartender looked on. i was grabbed from the back by one of the guys; he gripped my hips and pulled me back. i felt the head of his hard cock sliding along the crack of my slippery ass. with pressure on my anus and one powerful thrust his cock slipped all the way into me stretching my inside and making me shriek out loudly in pain until my inside adjusted to its massive size. the tingling sensation i was experiencing shot wavelengths of pleasure through my body. i could hear and feel his hips slapping into my ass. another guy had his hands on my head pulling me forward. his strong hands shoved down roughly on the back of my head, making my lips stretch around his fat hard black cock as he shoved it into my mouth. i was bent over between them as they vigorously rocked me back and forth. cock sliding in and out of my mouth and ass. hands gripping my hips pulling me onto his cock in my ass, pushing deep into me; then pushing away. the cock in my ass started throbbing. both men fucked me until they both squirted there live sperm juice into me. the others stood in line, all taking it in turn to fuck my face and ass. melvyn fucked me 2 more times. they were fucking me and i was enjoying every moment. it’s late, they had used me for their fun and satisfaction. now they were tiring of me. they stood around me smoking and talking as if i was not there as i lay on the floor at their feet. i watched them from where i was lying on the floor covered in their cum juices and sweat. lying on a tiled floor that had pools of their sweat and cum juice mixture. they were getting dressed pulling their pants up and adjusting their cocks in their pants as the bartender let them out. i tried to get up; my body was aching in the most ecstatic way. the bartender picked my clothes up and threw them behind the bar. then he turned his attention to me. he placed his foot on my back and pressed down hard, preventing me from getting up. "stay down white boy and stick that ass up and spread those ass cheeks." i did as he told me, i was used to obeying orders now. he knelt down behind me; i braced myself for whatever might happen next. i felt his coarse tongue lick my ass cheeks then along my ass crack licking over my manhole. he slapped my ass, a stinging pain shot through my body making me squeal out. he plunged his tongue deep into my hole, licking out the man juice. penetrating me as deep as he could with his coarse tongue licking all sides. i was in raptures of ecstasy. to get more cum juice he penetrated me deep with his fat finger then licked the man juice of his finger. i was writhing sighing and moaning all the time. licking my back, ass cheeks then down along the inside of my legs. making sure he got most of the guys cum juices as he could. he flipped me over onto my back. he sucked and stroked my hard cock until i ejaculated my warm cum juice into his mouth. "mmmmm that tasted good," he said after he had swallowed my cum he grabbed my hair and made my head turn so i was looking into his eyes. looking at me he said, "white pussy boy whore you enjoyed being fucked by those big black cocks didn’t you?" " hell yeah!!!" "you want more, you want me to fuck you with my big black cock? "ooooohhhhhh fuck me yeah!! yeah fuck this pussy boy whore, i want to feel your cock in me!! i screamed excitedly. he grabbed my hair and pulled on it making me follow him. he took me to a room where there was a bed. he instructed me to lay on my back i lay there watching him strip. his cock sprung out and stood erect as he slipped his pants down. "fuck!!" his cock is bigger than any that had just fucked me, and they were big. he climbed on the bed and straddled my face, wiping his hard cock over my face, then slapping my face with it. the shaft was as thick as a guy’s wrist. his pee slit was leaking precum. he moved and sat between my legs grinning down at me, "it scare you?" "fuck yeah", i said as i stroked my hands along the shaft and held his large ball sac in my other hand. he leaned forward and kissed me penetrating my mouth with his tongue. i ran my hands over his muscular back and shoulders. we hugged and kissed for several moments exploring each other’s bodies. i enjoyed feeling his weight on top of me. he raised himself. he instructed me to raise my legs and spread them wide. "i want to watch your face as i fuck your cum filled wet warm pussy boy hole." i lifted and spread my legs and opened my cheeks with both hands. "now to give you a good fucking," he said as he pressed the head of his hard cock on my anus. the head slipped in easily taking my breath away. oooohh! ohooooo! i cried out. he smiled at me as i moaned in pleasure. i could feel his cock stretching my inside and penetrating me deeper than any cock had done before. my ass was raised slightly as he thrust into me. raising himself onto the balls of his feet he pounded my ass as vigorously as he could and for as long as he could, making me shriek out. i could see the shaft of his cock as he pulled out and thrust back into me. it was covered in cum juice from the guys that had fucked me before. his whole body shuddered and shook. he groaned as he ejaculated his warm juices into me. juice squirted out my anus as he filled me with copious amounts of his man juices. he fucked me until he could not fuck anymore, then he turned over and went to bed. he fucked me again in the morning then after a shower he dropped me off near my hotel. when i got to my hotel they looked at me curiously but didn’t ask any questions. when i got to my room and looked in the mirror i looked like i had been in a fight. my lips were swollen red blemishes on my face and neck. when i stripped i could see small bruises and scratches all over my body. at work on monday again i got curious glances. i didn’t care i was in my own world and looking forward to returning to the bar." buy this clip to hear me read and act out this steamy story! keywords: make me bi, encouraged bi, bisexual encouragement, bi encouragement, gay encouragement, encouraged gay, cock worship, femdom pov, female domination, cuck, cuckold, imposed bi, cum eating instructions, cel, sissy slut, sissy training, sissification, blow job training, mind fucking, mind fuck, faggot, mesmerize, imposed gay, gay programming, cuck, cuckie, cuckold, cock worship, gay humiliation, pussy denial, orgasm control, ruined orgasm, ruined orgasms, humiliation task, encouraged feminization, bbc, big black cock, male domination