Going through the worst time in my life :( can't stop crying and being sad

Description: This clip is genuine. i am going through a terrible time in my life. i just had my heart completely broken, and its all my fault. i am absolutely so sad and miserable everyday now for two months. i wake up crying and go to sleep crying, and i mope around all day feeling sorry for myself. when will this end? when will i forgive myself? ugh. people say time heals all wounds, and i hope thats true. because as of now, i can't see the sadness going away anytime soon :(