Trying so hard

Description: You keep telling yourself this is the last time. the last tribute. the last message. the last moment of weakness. and yet you always come crawling back. no matter how hard you try to resist, goddess is always there in the back of your mind. every attempt to be strong just becomes another reminder of how obsessed you really are. you want control. you want discipline. you want to stop thinking about me. but you cant. because the harder you resist it, the more obvious the truth becomes. you were never as strong as you pretended to be. and goddess loves watching you realise it.