The lung doctor | Sweet Maria

Description: The lung doctor."you play a sick lung doctor who plans to give herself lung cancer. you already had the plan to end yourself but then you find smoking for you as a way to do it slowly and enjoy the process. smoke at least 2 cigarettes. video should be 10 minutes long. this is the dialogue:my friends often say to me, "maria, you're a lung doctor. how can you smoke so much? you should know that your cigarettes will end you one day." and i often reply to them: it makes absolutely no difference to me whether smoking ends me or not. because even if smoking doesn't do it, i will still take my own life anyway. for me, cigarettes are simply a very tempting way to carry out my plan. so i'd be very disappointed if my cigarettes didn't end me soon." they always think i'm joking. (now hold your cigarette close to the screen and speak the next sentence). but the truth is, even if i knew that this particular cigarette would end me, nothing could stop me from lighting it and smoking it anyway. i feel so damn sexy with a cigarette between my fingers while i think about the damage they will cause to my body. knowing it will end me and doing it anyway really turns me on. and that's why i‘m going to continue to pump my lungs full with tar without regard for my health. the thought of ending myself not only doesn't scare me, it turns me the fuck on. the more i struggle to breathe and the more side effects i feel from smoking, the more i feel the need to continue fucking myself with cigarettes. nothing is as sexy as a pretty woman who has decided to smoke one cigarette right after the other in order to give herself lung cancer as quickly as possible. don't you agree? and i am a woman who intends to do exactly that. i‘m going to destroy my body with cigarettes day by day until it shuts down completely. and even my boyfriend won't stop me. he keeps begging me to really quit smoking. he doesn't know that i've already made up my mind to end myself. so his constant begging only awakens in me the desire to destroy my health even faster. so yes - i am a lung doctor and i know exactly what i am doing to myself. and i have really no intention of stopping myself from damaging my body until my beloved cigarettes have finally end me. so, my dear patients, you should start looking for a new lung doctor, because it's my firm decision to give myself lung cancer this year. and when its done, i'm gonna keep on smoking and enjoy myself while the cancer eats me from the inside out. but don't wait to long because i'm going to increase my amount of cigarettes per day like hell to fulfill my desire of ending myself as soon as possible. and to anyone who might try to stop me, forget it. there's nothing that can change my mind."a custom clip. no names mentioned x