Did I really wanna gain weight all along

Description: 52 mins - no video just blank screen with audio. 100% transparency about the truth on how i was introduced to fat fetish, my initial motives and goals, why i ultimately stopped doing it and why i plan to discontinue the weight gain content permanently. i also discuss in full details how i went from 193 in 2019 to 120 in 2020. then went to 190s by late 2021-2022. how i tried dieting several hundred times and failed. also incudes genuine advice to feeders about what might cause a girl to lose interest in this fetish even though it’s actually very fun and can be sexually gratifying for the girl when it doesn’t involve toxicity. because it allows a plus size woman like me to embrace her curves, enjoy indulging in food she loves while being cherished by men in a society that generally shuns overweight and especially obese women. but the toxicity behind the fetish takes something that was once beautiful and could have naturally led to weight gain and ruins it.