It’s happening again

Description: It feels like i haven’t eaten in days. i’m losing weight rapidly. i look at myself in the mirror and recognize this person. i’ve done this before. not once, not twice but multiple times. i’ve done this my whole life. i can easily get into the double digits if i want. i’ve done it before. they just don’t know that. they think i went from fit to fat. it’s pointless to tell them the full story. they’ll never believe. they never do. just share with them what they’ll believe. they don’t know that this is what i do and i know how to do it and i’m very good at it. i know i’ll get all the way down. i have the mental and physical capacity to do it. but will it last? or will i let it go…again?