The Gay Awakening Podcast Episode #10

Description: This is the gay awakening podcast. a huge shift in your sexuality is happening, and i am here to help you through it. this is a series where i respond and assign tasks to your confessions and questions. you may go to my site to enter your confession or question. there is also a place to upload any images or videos for me to review. this will take the place of any other correspondence i have with you guys. if you want to interact with me, this is the only way. i will try and respond to all submissions with a video that you can purchase on here. the clip is directed to a certain person, but if this applies to you too, you may also participate in the tasks and report back to me. in this episode #10: i respond to a message from alex london about becoming impotent around women. alex writes, "dear goddess of destruction,how about a file focused around impotence around women?   - temperature play - my penis is just like an ice-cube, small, cold and numb and incapable of giving pleasure.  if somehow it ever came into contact with a woman’s warm mouth, a woman’s hand, most of all a woman’s pussy, if she or i didn’t immediately say stop then it would just melt away into a wet puddle of nothingness. (this works well while holding ice-pack to flaccid cock, using dildo or buttplug, and looking at visual material of a beautiful woman, eg social media pictures). - mantras to repeat back based around positive acceptance of not wanting or being able to be sexual with woman. feeling a great sense of excitement at the idea of no longer looking at naked women, or if ever in a situation where a woman was initiating sexual contact, telling her to stop. - as my impotence deepens, heightened appreciation of female beauty while knowing nothing a woman could do would give me an erection.  yet if a woman holds my hand or gives me a friendly peck on the cheek, it can still be nice. my lack of sexual response to women is itself arousing, and i feel this in my nipples and when i toy my ass. - compulsion to let women know about my impotence whether by ‘coming out’ in conversation, or by my sexless actions. ideally any recordings would be without any mention of gay/men or sissy/gender.  just pure impotence deepening.  however i bet it would still be appealing to those guys too. thanks for reading, goddess." buy the clip to find out my response to alex. which includes some really good mantras for your new pussy-free life     other store: brianna kelly keywords: addiction, addiction training, affair, affirmations, alpha, alpha couple, alpha humiliation, alpha male, anal, anal dildo, anal fetish, anal fingering, anal instruction, anal masturbation, anal masturbation instruction, anal orgasm, anal sex, anal training, anal virgin, androgynous, arrogant woman, ass, ass addict, ass crack, ass denial, ass domination, ass fetish, ass fucking, ass hole, ass humiliation, ass joi, ass tease, ass worship, ass cheek fucking, asshole fetish, asshole fingering, asshole is the pussy of the future, asshole slave, asshole winking, asshole pov, assignment, assjob, assless panties, assquake, asstherapy, audio porn, ball and cock tickling, ball fetish, ball gagged, ball kicking, ball licking, ball 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