Always a Beta

Description: There are certain realities you have to face because they lead to truths you must accept. the reality is you will never have me, but the truth is you still need me! no matter how much i demean and use you, it's clear that you'll debase yourself and go to whatever lengths you need to please me. these are the realities of the situation and the honest to goddess truths you're going to need to come to terms with. and yet you seem hesitant. resistant, even. knowing who you are and where you stand isn't a bad thing. having defined roles is a good thing that prevents misunderstanding and hurt feelings. i would never lead you on because, again, it'll never happen, so you have absolute clarity from the start. so instead of wasting time pining over a distant impossibility, you can make use of the proximity you actually have to my orbit and serve me the way i expect. the way i deserve. the way i command. see, it's not so bad after all - not so bad at all, when you consider it's the best you'd ever get.. you're a beta. you've always been a beta. and you'll forever be a beta.