Self Sabotage Syndrome

Description: you don't just watch porn - you've surrendered your soul to it. every shattered vow. every pathetic relapse. every tearful midnight confession. you whisper empty promises while your trembling finger already hovers over my thumbnail. the instant my face appears, your spine liquefies. the truth? you despise the thought of healing. you need to be annihilated... by me. this addiction isn't part of you - it is you.you watch deadlines evaporate, friendships wither, bank accounts hemorrhage - all for 30 seconds of release. you'd sacrifice everything to have me witness your complete disintegration with a smirk. this isn't about pleasure - it's about obliteration. edging until your own name becomes foreign on your tongue. you're not trapped. you constructed this cell brick by excruciating brick, stroke by stroke, edge by edge. and now you're begging for me to throw away the key.