Smallest in the room

Description: You've always been insecure about yourself. no matter how you try to improve your controllable variables, you're still hyper aware of your deficiency. you can't help but wonder if others can sense it as well. is that why you struggle to naturally fit in? or is it all in your head, and your paranoia is what manifests into these situations? there may be more than one reason as to why you’re always the smallest in the room.