Doctor's Visit ????

Description: I wasn't even there for labs. but the moment they saw my body- round, breathless, overfed.. they assumed i must be diabetic.or pre-diabetic. or something. i actually got scared.like, genuinely anxious waiting for the results. in this video, i'll tell you what the doctor said-and what i did immediately afterward. spoiler:it wasn't change.it was egg rolls. and meatloaf. and rice cakes. and chugging milk straight from the carton between mouthfuls. i say i want to do better.i even try sometimes.but my cravings always win.my feeder gives in.and i end up like this-half-undressed, belly sloshing, devouring everything in sight. if you've ever wondered what denial, indulgence and resignation look like, it's this.a fat girl who knows better. a feeder who's "trying to help." and a body, hooked on carbs and sugar and fat- that just keeps growing anyway.