https://pornmeka.com/tags/health-chat/ Thu 16 Apr 2026 06:45:07 +0200 https://pornmeka.com/videos/1039097/the-darkest-clip-i-ve-ever-made-2/
I used to think the worst thing i’d ever admit was that i ate myself into type 2 diabetes. that felt like the line — the big shocking moment. the thing that would finally make me stop and think, what the hell am i doing? but i didn’t stop. and the longer i sit in this body — the longer i let myself get comfortable in the damage — the darker my thoughts get. the wilder the fantasies become. nobody talks about this part of gaining. not just the size. not just the food. not even the health risks. i’m talking about the stuff you barely let yourself think about — the stuff that flashes through your brain for a second and makes your heart race before you shove it down and pretend you didn’t love it. the thoughts about needing help. about losing control completely. about being so far gone you can’t take care of yourself anymore — and maybe never want to again. mobility aids. medical dependency. getting too big for your own life. too heavy for care. too far gone to even function without help. it sounds awful. it should sound awful. and yet here i am... not even mad about it. i don’t hate these thoughts. i don’t feel guilty. i lean into them. i let them stay. i let them grow. that’s what this clip is. me talking about the worst parts of gaining — the things i shouldn’t want — the things i absolutely do. *** clip features: fat chat, health talk, mobility talk, extreme feederism elements ]]> Sat 12 Apr 2025 12:27:07 +0200 https://pornmeka.com/videos/1039097/the-darkest-clip-i-ve-ever-made-2/ https://pornmeka.com/videos/156097/shaming-myself-for-getting-massively-obese/
Let's be real, my appetite has gotten the best of me. i've completely given into every bit of gluttony and laziness, causing my weight to swell rapidly. i know people in my daily life are shocked and disgusted by my gains, but they are far too nice to voice their true feelings. i know it's not possible to slow down at this point, despite all my health and mobility complications. i'm just too addicted! i've let my cellulite pile up all over my body, and it's disgusting. my double chins have taken on a life of their own, making it impossible to hide my fat from any angle. i'm too fat now, i've taken this whole idea of gaining way to serious and destroyed my body in the process.****clip features: fat shaming talk, multiple angles, body changes talk. ]]> Tue 11 Jul 2023 11:59:53 +0200 https://pornmeka.com/videos/156097/shaming-myself-for-getting-massively-obese/